Awaken the connection to your Soul with
gay tantra massages

Activate your sacred sexuality and kundalini energy with my Reiki and tantra treatments

Praça Bernardo Santareno 6, Areeiro, on the green line, 7 minutes’ walk from Areeiro Metro Station.There is always ample parking available if you come by car.
WhatsApp me on +351 913 364 610 and I will send you the exact address and a map.

Here is the information you will find on this website. You are welcome to contact me with any questions or anything you would like to discuss.

Who I am – Gideon
Who my clients are
What Tantra is
The difference between tantric sex and conventional sex
The truth about your cock
The role your cock plays in making tantric love
About your fetishes
The role of Tantra in making love
The role of Reiki after you have ejaculated
What Reiki is
How everything fits together
Your Self
Your Higher Self
Your Sexual Self
My treatment

You set the boundaries of what will happen and what will not. Guys who are more bottom generally prefer the prostate massage, while top guys tend to prefer the pelvic massage. Please let me know which one you prefer.

I was trained by a doctor to do prostate milking and I use my fingers and an Aneros dildo for that. I am mainly a top, on PrEP, and STD‑free. Penetration is not compulsory; it is only a natural development from our connection if you want it, and it happens naturally.

I am totally private, and your information is completely safe with me. I have the ability to love you regardless of your weight or age, kinks, fetishes, or personality. Tantra is about love, intense intimacy, honesty, authenticity, and discovering who you are.

We all have kinks or things that turn us on. I respect them; that is the way you are wired, and I would like to know about them during our chatting on WhatsApp. I would like to know all your likes and dislikes, as they will shape the session.

It becomes tricky when it comes to role-playing, as Tantra is about honesty with yourself. Playing a role takes you away from yourself. Total authenticity brings you closer to who you really are. Role-playing is not part of the tantric healing process.

Hygiene is of utmost importance, especially if you are uncut. Please do not use perfumes or deodorants. I use coconut oil and infuse the air with essential oils, which play an important role in setting the atmosphere.

Before I explain my treatments, I first want to mention a few important things about my Reiki and tantra sessions.

What you can expect.

Location.

Respected Boundaries.

Your diet is also important: a day before and on the day, you should eat plenty of fibre—oats, brown rice, quinoa, whole‑wheat bread, bananas, apples, berries, citrus fruits, kiwi, carrots, spinach, courgette, green beans, sweet potato, and chicken. Avoid very greasy, fried food, large amounts of red meat, very spicy dishes, heavy cream, highly processed foods such as cold meats and salami, and excess alcohol and caffeine, especially if these usually upset your gut.

I have douche and shower facilities if it is difficult for you to prepare before the visit, but you need to inform me in advance. I can help you with this, as I have found that many guys do not know how to clean properly before penetration.

Who am I, Gideon
I grew up in Pretoria, South Africa, where I studied for 15 years at various universities. I attained three degrees in Psychology and Philosophy, as well as a Master’s degree in Philosophy in 1993 with a thesis: The phenomenology of archetypes.

From 1989, I ran a very successful candle business, and from 1993 I built and managed a theatre restaurant, where I was both chef and manager for 30 years.

In 1998, I became a Reiki Master and practised until this year. In 2014, I had my first plant journey using ayahuasca. I have done a total of 13 journeys so far, including ibogaine and mushrooms.

These journeys enabled me to go beyond consciousness into a spirit world where I learned a great deal about my “Self”, the world, healing, and All That Is (ATI).

This had a huge influence on my Reiki techniques, as it enabled me to enter a deep meditative state while remaining fully conscious. I become a mirror for you in which you meet your Higher Self (unconscious self), and this helps you to become conscious of it.

Five years ago, I felt that love and intimacy were missing from my treatments, and I started to explore Tantra. Using the basics of Tantra as well as 'messages' from my highter self I now use various techniques and processes.

All these things that I have mentioned above are supported by quantum physics and some scientific research.

Further confirmation is that most of my clients experience transformations after each session, and that is why many of them become regular visitors or even lovers.

Who are my clients
* You are overweight, around 60+, married (sometimes to a woman) and you would like more sex,
* You had a prostate operation, do not ejaculate or get an erection anymore. You long for love and touch,
* You need discretion, privacy and be sure not to get any disease,
* Your active sex life is empty, shallow and you are bored with loveless sex,
* You feel that there is more to life than the life you have and want to explore your potential,
* You want to explore the pleasures of your penis and/or your prostate and experience bodily orgasms,
* You want to explore your erotic zones and ignite your lust,
* You want to experience how it feels to be loved and to love without any attachments or demands.
* You are a couple and need a third person to ignite the lust and love between you two again.

Tantric massage may be less suitable for men who:

* Are primarily seeking quick physical release rather than a deeper, embodied experience.
* Are not interested in exploring spiritual or energetic dimensions of intimacy.
* View sexuality as purely hormonal or recreational, without interest in emotional depth.
* Feel uncomfortable with intimacy or allowing another person into their personal space.

What is Tantra

Tantra in Sanskrit means 'weave' or 'expand'. The tantric tradition is over 5000 years old and was practiced in the East as a way to activate spiritual energies through bodily practices. Tantra developed out of the realisation that much more than just physical pleasure and orgasm happens during the act of sex.

Already at that stage humanity realized that there is something bigger and beyond man that influences his life and that it was linked to an energy system that they called Kundalini. It is the life force that drives every birth of every living being into this world. After birth when all the organs have taken over and are functioning well, the kundalini energy retracts into a coil like vibration between the anus and sex organs.

Man also realised that humans have two bodies: a physical body and an astral body. (The astral body is a manifestation of the state of being called the Higher Self). The energy in the astral body is called Rei and the energy in the body is called Qi. The two bodies are connected with energy vortices or chakras.

From these discoveries tantric sex developed as an important part of human transformation because it was experienced that there is an energy exchange in the chakras between the physical and astral bodies of both partners during sex. Tantra in other words is the weaving of the energies of the astral and physical bodies of both partners. The techniques to weave involve love, intimacy, hormones like testosterone and oxytocin, sensuality, libido, movement, touch, eye-gazing and breathing. These techniques were regarded as so important that they were taught in the temples.

It is the ideal to live a life where the vortices are active and exchange energies between the physical and astral body. In our modern life with all the stress and trauma, the energy flow stops. It is not a problem as we have a very strong mind, ego and way to survive, but we do not realise that our astral body is linked to our quantum field of possibilities. In the quantum field are all the best (and worst) possible outcomes and when you are linked to your spiritual Higher Self through your astral body, you are guided towards the best ones.

About anal sex
The prostate is man’s organ of control. That is where most of the seminal fluid is formed that allows the semen to flow out. In many cultures, it is regarded as an inner jewel of masculine and creative energy that fosters progression, transformation, and growth.

You have two sphincters. The first is voluntary, and you control it at will. To allow someone in is a conscious decision that indicates that you trust the person. The second sphincter is an involuntary muscle controlled by your autonomic nervous system, which is linked to your emotions and feelings. It opens automatically when you trust someone enough to show your vulnerability.

The receptive act is, in essence, a feminine act but has nothing to do with femininity or with you being feministic. Traditionally, masculinity (in men and women) is associated with providing, outward movement, structuring energy, focus, discernment, drive, assertiveness, clarity, penetration (of truth, obstacles, illusions), and the intellect. Femininity (in men and women) is associated with receptivity, nurturing, care, softness, fluidity, creativity, cyclicality, giving life, protection, and feelings.

We all have masculine and feminine elements in our composition. The ideal is to have a balance between them. During tantric lovemaking, these elements come into play without us realizing it. On a spiritual and emotional level they play out, increase, decrease, are incorporated or discarded while we think we are only making love.

To top and to bottom make this process more intense because there is a physical exchange of these elements, skin on skin and soul to soul. It makes the entanglement more intense, to the extent that you become lovers who carry elements of each other.

The difference between tantric sex and conventional sex.

Obviously, tantric sex is pleasurable in terms of the stimulation of your cock, but that is not the focus. Because your whole body is part of making love, your five senses, bodily movements, skin sensations, touching and being touched, breathing, and eye-gazing all become part of the lovemaking ritual. This leads to a connection that involves the passion of the heart and feelings of intimacy that go beyond what we can understand, yet erupt from our hearts. This can be ascribed to the fact that you secrete oxytocin, also called the love hormone. This extra dimension that is experienced arises because your astral body becomes part of the ritual. This is why a tantric session can take up to two hours, and the final eruption moves you beyond ordinary consciousness into a state of total oneness with your partner, the universe, and the love for yourself.

In conventional sex, which most of humanity practices today, the focus is penis pleasure. The kick derived from the anticipation of pleasure secretes dopamine, and that “kick” becomes an addiction. This is especially the case when watching porn. It can become so extreme that some men cannot ejaculate anymore without watching porn. And you have never seen any porn that shows you a two-hour foreplay; it is usually only about the cock and ejaculation.

So, in conventional everyday sex, you are driven mainly by two hormones: testosterone and dopamine. They push you to seek immediate satisfaction (which actually lasts only a minute or so when you ejaculate). In tantric sex, on top of these two hormones, you also experience serotonin, the happiness hormone, as well as oxytocin.

When you ejaculate within a few minutes of playing or fucking without any real connection, you are left with an unbearable emptiness. When you ejaculate after an hour or more of making love, you move into the deepest soul satisfaction you can experience in the moment of ejaculation.

The truth about your cock.

Across cultures, the penis as phallus has been seen as a sacred symbol of life force, fertility, and power rather than just a physical organ. In pre‑Christian societies, an erect penis represented the generative energy of the gods and the fertility of land and people. Deities like Priapus, Pan, Dionysus, and Hermes are portrayed with large phalluses as signs of abundance, fertility, protection, the power to rule and direct destiny, and the ability to influence the future.

In Indian spirituality, Shiva’s lingam is viewed as a “celestial rod” that links earth and heaven, making the penis a symbol of generative consciousness and a kind of mystical marriage with the higher self that brings protection and prosperity. Over time, this led to the idea of the phallus as a sign of authority and power. It connects the earthly (base chakra) to the heavenly (brow chakra): on earth, it seeds reality and penetrates truth; in heaven, it influences destiny, connects to higher powers, and embodies spiritual authority.

The role of your cock in tantric love making.

Your cock becomes the instrument with which you move your earthly existence through the chakras to your heavenly existence. The rise of semen through your epididymis (the tube from your balls to the tip of your penis) is also a rise of energy from the base of your spine up to the back of your head. In penetration, this power is actually inserted into you and adds the combined power of two cocks up the spine. Spiritually, this can be read as two masculine currents meeting and merging: a mirror in which each man encounters aspects of his own masculinity—tenderness, vulnerability, shadow, and power—in the body of another.

Your body is the vehicle of your Higher Self, the embodiment of your soul. To be penetrated means that power and authority are inserted into your soul, where they connect and become “One,” where the boundaries between the two souls and bodies disappear and an infusion of soul to soul takes place. This is very important for the whole process of transformation in tantric lovemaking.

Quantum physics has shown that connections between bodies, atoms, or objects cause entanglement, and changes in one are immediately reflected in the other. This unity exists between the two who have shared the same soul space, lost their boundaries, and whose main connection is the two cocks.

It is important that you realize that your cock is more a spiritual organ than a physical organ.

About semen
Semen is life force. From a biological point of view, it is an incredibly complex and demanding process to produce semen. Ejaculation involves the nervous, cardiovascular, endocrine, musculoskeletal, hormonal, and male reproductive/urogenital systems. It is therefore experienced physically as a total energy release that can leave you feeling depleted.

About your fetishes
In growing up, it often happens that your sexuality becomes associated with activities that are called fetishes. Fetishes are part of your ego but are also used by your Higher Self to direct you to certain people that you are destined to meet. Fetishes like lingerie, watersports, body build, and weight, etc. are important indications from your Higher Self about whom you need to meet.

The moment your fetish involves pain and scat, it is more a need of the ego for humiliation or to be humiliated, which does not include love or soul-to-soul connection but rather separation. So, to me, corporal punishment, flagellation, etc. are excluded from Tantra. Watersports can be seen as humiliation, but urine is the most sterile fluid in the body, and ancient traditions regarded it as healing and sacred.

The role of tantra in making love

I have said that Tantra means “to weave”. Love is the thread with which we weave your sexuality, personality, emotions, thoughts, self‑concept, physical body, and astral body into a new form, where you will receive new in‑formation that will change you.

Through breathing together, gazing into each other’s eyes, touching, kissing, and undressing each other, we create a state of intense intimacy where our personal boundaries become very vague. In the process, we work through the chakras, activating each one. We begin with the feeling of lust (root chakra), and that leads to erections (sacral chakra). Once we reach that stage, we become more secure in who we are (solar plexus chakra) in relation to each other, and we begin to do to each other what we lustfully want to do. Our response of acceptance of each other, and feeling the pleasure we give each other, leads to an experience that gives rise to emotions of love (heart chakra).

Once we feel love for each other, we begin to speak it to the other (throat chakra), which brings us so close together that we begin to see ourselves in the other person (third eye chakra). By then, we are sexually well advanced, ejaculating our whole being through the act of ejaculating (crown chakra).

This is just a general and shallow summary of what happens, but many of the stages overlap, may not happen, or happen in ways that we are not even conscious of. What is important is that we work towards acknowledging the love that we have for each other.

Now, the question is: how can you come to love someone so quickly? The answer is that we are actually all mirrors of each other. I carry your mirror within me, and therefore it is easy for you to love me. You carry me within yourself as a mirror of who I am, and for that I love you. This does not mean that we will commit to a relationship for life, or that we use the term “love” to possess one another. It simply means that our heart chakras have connected, oxytocin has been secreted, and for this moment we are the love of each other.

It happens often that my clients fall in love with me, and I love them back. But they understand that this does not imply marriage, a conventional relationship, or any expectations from each other.

The role of Reiki after you have ejaculated

After you have ejaculated, you are drained of your life force (semen). That is why the French call it “la petite mort” or “the small death”. Ejaculation is the completion of the process, and semen is, in a man’s unconscious, the elixir of life, the life force, the root of all possibilities.

In Tantra, this “small death” is not just an end point, but a gateway: your system is open, sensitive, and ready to release old patterns and receive new energy. Reiki after lovemaking uses this openness to redistribute and replenish the life force, so you do not remain depleted but are gently re‑charged and integrated.

All your chakras have been opened, but it might happen that some of them were not fully activated during the process of making love. That means there may not be an energy flow between your physical body and your astral body, even though all the chakras might be open.

The Reiki session ends with cuddles on the double bed, which are important to help you reconnect with your body, your new “Self”. After the cuddles, we shower together and share a very sensual, soapy body session, where you experience your new “sensational” body.

I use my pendulum to find the chakras without an energy flow, and I then focus on them during the Reiki session. Most of my clients fall asleep during Reiki, and some even snore.

What is Reiki

Reiki is a system that was developed from various traditions in the East that focus on bringing harmony between the energy of your astral body (Rei) and your physical body (Qi or Ki). Your astral body is a combination of all the “forms” (Plato) that represent absolute perfection in health, wellbeing, and success. Your physical body may have problems in one of these fields, and this is because the energy flow between Rei and Ki has been disrupted by trauma, the demands of life, self‑concepts, or real medical or psychological problems.

When I do Reiki on you, I go into a deep meditative state and become the instrument through which your ideal “forms” are transferred to your body, your DNA, your mind, and your subconscious through my hands. I have no influence over where the energy goes, as your Higher Self (and its Rei energies) guides the energies to the places where they are needed. I do not even know which forms are transferred; I simply know that, after a while, my clients begin to change without even knowing how.

Reiki also works with the electromagnetic fields in your body. Your brain emits electric fields (EEG), and your heart emits magnetic fields (MEG). These fields interact with your chakras and, through them, emit and receive “in‑form‑ation” from your Higher Self.

Trauma, stress, harmful vibrations from some people, the news, worries, etc. cause these electromagnetic fields to scatter so that they are no longer aligned with your chakras. This leads to confusion, difficulty focusing, feeling “out of sorts”, as well as physical problems. During Reiki, I activate these fields and then align them with your chakras.

Energies are patterns of in‑formation that are transferred to your body through my hands. The original forms from your Rei move through my hands and align with the “de‑formed” replicas in your body, changing them so they once again resemble the original forms. That is how Reiki heals.

How everything fits together

You now know what role Tantra and Reiki play in awakening your real Self through lovemaking and then activating and healing your physical self, aligning your physical self with your astral self, and bringing synchronization between your Higher Self and your ego, earthly self.

The question now is why we need Tantra and Reiki to help us become who we really are.

The chances are high that you were brought up with the idea that you are a slave to your circumstances and that there are rules and regulations you must follow, even when they go against who you truly are. When you realized that you were “different”, you started to hide who you really are and quickly learned to play the required roles.

This is the predicament of most of humanity: to be caught up in a matrix of control where everybody is someone they are not and that false self is controlled as a “slave” of the system.

This has left you feeling disempowered, depressed, and without joy in your life. But the matrix is very clever and “knows” that it must replace these feelings with something it can control. Therefore it highjacked the three most important parts of you:
- your sense of self,
- your sexual energy,
- and your connection to a higher being.
This hijacking was so subtle that you probably do not even know it happened. In the next three sections I will discuss each one and give you the alternatives that can set you free.

Your Self

This is probably the oldest question besides “What am I going to eat?”. If you consider the answers to this question throughout human history, you may conclude that we actually do not know. Your view of who you are depends on your perspective, background, and culture. Very early in your life, you were told who you were supposed to be. That is how your concept of who you are was hijacked by your upbringing, culture, and religion. These concepts are stored in your subconscious and influence up to 95% of your views and decisions for the rest of your life. Yet you have the quiet voice of authenticity reminding you that you are not actually the role you are required to play for others. This voice appears as excitement and curiosity, likes and dislikes.

The older you get, the louder this voice becomes, until you decide either to give it a place in your life or to totally ignore it. You know when you are playing roles, and you know why you play them. Most importantly, you also know that you are not the roles you play. Part of living your authentic voice more and more is becoming aware of your central core or voice that you perhaps share with nobody. It is a central theme, vibration, feeling, or mood that cannot be put into words, but is a “knowing”, a form of wisdom.

You then start to move towards groups with the same vibration, but even there your 'self' and who you really are can be hijacked by the norms and expectations of the group. You start to play the roles they require. After years and years of playing roles, you may reach a point where you have to admit: “I actually do not know who I am,” or “I am everybody and find myself in everybody,” depending on your perspective. Oscar Wilde said that to recognise that the soul of a person is ultimately unknowable is the highest form of wisdom. This highlights the view that true wisdom involves embracing the mysterious, ever-unfolding aspects of your identity and not being limited by rigid definitions of self.

So it seems we have two options with regard to yourself:
1) know that you will never fully know who you are - this option allows you to keep on evolving, following your likes and dislikes, cravings and excitements and become a new person every day. It is also important to know when you are required to play roles and to play them knowing that you are not them. You cannot be labelled or put into a box, or
2) decide who you are and follow the roles that fit into that image which means that you will play roles and stay a generic “self” for the rest of your life.

This can be beautifully illustrated with the myth of Osiris and Isis. They were brother and sister, husband and wife. Osiris was a beloved king of Egipt, but he had a brother, Set, who was so jealous of Osiris that he killed him, cut him up in 14 pieces and hid the pieces all over Egipt. Isis searched for the parts and slowly put them together in an attempt to revive Osiris.

The Osiris–Isis myth works as a symbolic map of self-discovery: Set's violent dismemberment represents how trauma, conditioning, and the roles we're forced to play scatter our true self into disconnected fragments — buried desires, forgotten talents, exiled emotions, hidden truths about who we are. Isis is the searching, integrating principle within us (what Jung would call the anima) that goes out — into memory, into the unconscious, into the body — to actively gather those scattered pieces back together rather than waiting for them to return on their own.

Within my suggestion of the two choices you have:
1) Keep on searching for your hidden parts that will manifest any day and every day. Use your feminine receptivity to integrate them into yourself and give them a place and part in your life amongst your other parts, or
2) accept that your pieces are all over but that they are so fragmented and hidden that you will rather let them be where they are and remain the 'programmed' person that society moulded you in.

Your sexual self
You have chosen to be born gay. You have free will regarding how you will live out this theme. As you grow up, you discover certain characteristics in men that turn you on or off. You develop a relationship with your body, and your imagination leads you to explore the things that excite you. Unfortunately, from a very young age, many guys are bombarded with porn, especially videos that focus only on the act of discovering another man’s penis and then the quick actions until both ejaculate and leave. So most gay men’s sexuality is hijacked by the porn industry, which makes money from subscriptions, visits, advertisements, and so on. They also cash in on the fact that dopamine addiction will ensure they never go out of business.

I mentioned that tantric sex was taught in temples in the East. The reason was that tantric sex was part of increasing your vibration, living closer to your Higher Self, and consciously connecting with it. This brings you closer to living your life’s theme to the fullest, immersing yourself in your authentic self, and living a more centred and successful life. Success is not measured by image, possessions, or money, the size of your penis, or how beautiful your body is, but by how authentic you are. Your kundalini energy moves through your chakras as you grow up and has a huge influence in bringing you nearer to who you really are.

Each chakra is the centre of a specific group of characteristics, and this energy drives you to experience certain things. You can incorporate it into your life and sex, or you can reject it. If you incorporate it, you can move to the next chakra, and your sexual experience will change accordingly. If you do not incorporate it, you will get stuck in that chakra and not develop further. Your sexual expression will then remain stuck there for life, unless you consciously recognise this and work on the issues.

Below is an indication of each chakra and the associated energies.

Base chakra – This chakra has to do with survival instinct, safety, vitality, ancestry, and belonging. Your sexual experience is focused on physical pleasure irrespective of emotions, connection to partners, etc. It is very much driven by hormones that can push you to do irrational things.

Sacral chakra – This chakra has to do with emotional intelligence, incorporating sensuality into your sexual experience, and becoming creative and experimental. Your sexual experience connects your emotions to your physical pleasure, and you begin to control your hormones and urges and rather wait until you are with the right person.

Solar plexus chakra – This chakra has to do with confidence, self‑awareness, and your capacity to assert yourself and be motivated by your passions. Your sexual experience connects your “Self”—who you are, your likes and dislikes—to your physical and emotional pleasure. It becomes important who, where, and when you have sex. You control your hormones fully.

Heart chakra – This chakra has to do with love, compassion, intimacy, empathy, and the ability to nurture and sustain relationships. One major aspect of this chakra is that it is directly connected with the hormone oxytocin, which is released with feelings of love and intimacy. Your sexual experience is connected with feelings of love and making love.

Throat chakra – This chakra has to do with self‑expression, creative use of words and ideas, and expressing your authentic self in word and deed. Your sexual expression becomes a combination of making love and your creative side that explores new ways of expressing yourself.

Brow chakra – This chakra has to do with insight, vision, wisdom, imagination, and spiritual awareness. Your sexual self becomes a way of mirroring yourself in your interaction with a partner. Through them, you see and express who you are much better.

Crown chakra – This chakra has to do with pure consciousness, spiritual awakening, and divine connection. These men have a balance between their earthly existence or ego‑life and their spiritual life. Sexual lovemaking becomes a way of connecting to your Higher Self. The focus is not the physical pleasure but how it is used to become your Higher Self. This usually leaves you in a state of total bliss.

These men regard sex as a sacred ritual and allow their bodies and being to be used by their Higher Selves. They are turned on by vibrations and soul‑to‑soul connections and do not have likes and dislikes regarding body and age.

To continue with the myth of Isis and Osiris: she gathered all 13 body parts and put them together, which in itself is a tantric act, as Tantra means to gather or to weave. Unfortunately, she could never find his penis, as it had been eaten by fish from the Nile. She then gathered clay and formed a penis, which she attached to his body, had intercourse with him, and from this union Horus was born.

The significance is that your feminine elements (receptivity, care, compassion, nurturing) mould your new masculinity. Your old masculine side, driven by testosterone, lust, and the first three chakras (seeking security, sexual pleasure, and self‑assertiveness), is eaten by fish that signify the dynamics of your unconscious in the Nile (the flow of life, the emotional and economic currents that continually erode, reshape, and sometimes “swallow” a man’s original innocence). However, your feminine side remoulds your masculinity to include the next four chakras: love and compassion, expression and communication, insight into being human, and your connection with your higher self. With this new penis, you magically give birth to the union with your feminine side, which gives you a son—a new life beyond the death of your old masculinity.

Your higher self

Humans have always been aware of a force, creator, or existence outside themselves as the source of whatever happens on earth. Over time, ideas, observations, and understandings of this force, and of the relationship between humans and this force, have evolved. The main evolution was from animism (the force is in nature itself), through eras where it was ascribed to mythological figures or gods, to the formation of religion where God was the primal cause. The conceptual evolution was thus from nature, to gods, to God.

Religion changed the force from an external force to a mediated force. God was only available to humans via a church, community, or an appointed person as intermediary, usually with financial and organisational implications. This is how humanity’s relationship to God was hijacked.

In the past 100 years, with the development of quantum physics and quantum field theory, as well as the massive increase in consciousness of the individual human being, new questions have been asked that refute the old system of religion. The focus is moving away from the church as mediator to the notion that the individual can have a personal relationship with God.

But the change is even more radical due to all the new quantum theories. I have studied many of these quite extensively and have also become aware of a lot of things through channelling (the process in which ideas and information are downloaded into you, although you experience that they come from your mind).

For me, there are four very important things that change how we look at the world and God. It seems that we are creating our own worlds through the way we perceive them (double-slit experiment), that we are entangled with everything (non‑locality proven through experiments), that the brain is more of a receiver than a source of information (quantum neurological experiments), and that we actually live outside time and space (facts revealed through near‑death experiences, people who were in comas and remember every detail, etc.).

I also incorporated information from channelers like Bashar and the like. This brought me to an alternative theory that explains a lot more for me than traditional theories. This theory suggests that:
1) Our Higher Selves are a vibrational expression of our Souls, and that our Souls are actually an expression of God or “All That Is” (ATI, as I prefer to call it).
2) You have chosen to manifest on this earth, which is a planet of limitation, and the experiences you are having now were chosen as a soul before you were born.

Before your birth you have agreed to every detail that you will experience on earth. When you were born, you were born with the 'Awareness brain' that is connected to your subconscious mind. The awareness brain is outside time and space and is the bridge between your soul and your earthly existence. It comprises everything you have agreed upon before birth and is in the form of a multiverse that contains every possibility that you can choose with your free will.

As you grow up, you develop a consciousness that receives messages from the awareness brain but it is synchronised with the development of your conscious mind that is 'programmed' by your upbringing, schooling and culture to name a few. These programmes become part of your subconscious mind and influence your perceptions, decisions, likes and dislikes. The awareness brain brings you 'messages' through visions, images, thoughts, sounds, and emotions that help steer you towards your ideal self by giving you all the possible choices within the framework of the original choices you made before birth. All of this happens outside your normal consciousness, but it feels as if it is all happening inside you.

So, in a nutshell: you are an expression of God, and the manifestation of that expression within you is called your Higher Self. Your personality, consciousness, body, and self-identity exist within this Higher Self. Your Higher Self guides you through this limited world: you increase or decrease your vibration through experiences and the way you handle them. You then not only live closer to your original theme or purpose, but you also attract a future that is easier to navigate.

So, within the framework of reclaiming your concept of God after it was hijacked by the church, you can now start to become aware of your Awareness brain, become an observer of yourself and your consciousness, and balance it with your ego, body and experiences.

You will then become aware of it that your body, sexual experiences, development as a unique expression of ATI, are actually 'used' by ATI to experience all these things within this limited world. ATI does not have a penis, a body, a skin, lips and cannot experience ejaculation. If you live with this approach you can get to a point where you allow your Higher Self to choose the person it wants to have the next sexual experience with.

When you have a sexual experience that involves your Higher Self it is completely done in love with the body only as an instrument. When you have a sexual experience that does not involve your Higher Self it is completely done in lust with the body as the focus.

My treatment
During tantric lovemaking, I allow your Higher Self to enter my body. I feel your nature, integrity, pain, hopes, characteristics, fears, and dreams, and that creates the stage on which you and I dance. Our interaction becomes a dance of authenticity, where there are no roles to play, no pretences, expectations, or requirements.

Through this vibration, you move up through your chakras—from base sexual urges of lust and horniness, to loving, to voicing it to me—and finally, when you ejaculate, you are vibrating with the vibration found in your crown chakra. So, indirectly, through me you make love to yourself.

After you have ejaculated, I use the opportunity to move very deep into the connection between your body and astral body by working through each chakra. I use my pendulum and crystals to energize and activate dormant or suppressed energies. After this, we cuddle, and that awakens your new self.

Slowly, you start to experience the softness of your soul and identify with it. This “rebirth” usually involves a renewed sexual awakening that leads to more lovemaking or, in some cases, to crying as a release that you experience. Due to the very deep connection, many of my clients also become lovers who visit me regularly.

We then shower together, which sometimes turns into a soapy, sensual bodily reviving of your self. If you want, we can then discuss your experiences while we drink water or tea.
You have healed yourself and I was just the instrument. It is my privilege to play this role in your life, and I am grateful that most of my clients become lovers.

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